I hate when my friends complain to my other friends that I don’t talk to them anymore. They tell my friends that they miss me and that I stopped talking to them. But have they tried to talk to me? They think I have to start conversations and keep in contact with them when they never answer me. When people stop showing interest and initiative I just give up. I’ve had people leave me and stop talking to me that I’ve just grown use to it and cold to it. If you miss me and want to talk to me than freakin’ do something about it instead of telling my other friends. That’s not how I work. If you do that I’m definitely not going to talk to you. People I’ve use to be tight with drop off the face of the earth. Out of sight out of mind. Than they blame it all on me. I’ve tried to hard to keep my friends. I want my friends to try and keep me now. Friendship isn’t one sided.
I don’t know what to do with people. People I think are my friends just leave me. It’s a miracle I have the people I do. The friends that mean the most to me are the ones that keep in contact with me therefore I keep in contact with them. We work together to keep the friendship going. It’s not hard. You want to be my friend, act like it.
I’m sick of it. I’m done. I’m going to keep the friends who are my friends and forget the so called friends until they change. My life is good the way it is I don’t want to deal with trying to put other people in it. I’ve cried enough over these people. I’m not worrying about it anymore. Deal with it you pansies! And don’t freakin’ turn my other friends on me!
