It makes me mad that I use to love looking at cute guys I use to love to flirt and I was good at it. Now no other guy is attractive I have no skill in flirting nor a desire too. I don’t want anyone else I don’t even want to look at or think about anyone else. No one is him. It’s going to take a long time if ever to get over that. I’ve never felt this way. He might have said it wasn’t the love we thought it was but oh it was and so much more.
